what to do for fun?
People are always acting like I'm weak because of how easily I cry. Nobody ever notices that I cry, but I don't quit. I've seen people quitting with less challenge. Sure, they don't "break down and cry" alright, but they're being limited more by their insistence on not crying than I am by my tears!
I'm tough, alright. if you think crying is weak, you don't know from tough.
Too much time on my hands. Can't go shopping or anything because we're out of cash till next week.
Can't paint my one box because the action is hard on my sore shoulders. It just hurts too much to dip the brush in the bottle and move back to the model. Anything that requires me to lift my hands to my shoulders or higher, which dipping the brush does, hurts too much to do over and over. I can make myself do it to get up a fence or grab some laundry off the line, but not recreationally!
So even if I could paint, still can't get the printer software working on my laptop. I redownloaded it and reinstalled it but it still isn't working.
Last attempt to print resulted in the printer losing the filament. It was in there, but not getting advanced anymore, so printing only air. I did fiddle about with the filament this morning so perhaps I can get it to print, but the damn red is so expensive I'm reluctant to waste it, and the problem is in that filament specfically.
I may try and send a set of shoes up from the ipad app and see if it works. However, till the printer's ticking again I won't have any more boxes to paint.
So I can knit and watch videos. Well, sort of. I can't watch online videos till the bank sends our payment off to the cable company because they're surreptitiously strangling our streaming from the net. They're not allowed to, but that doesn't mean there isn't any, just that they're doing it in a ore tricky way that is harder to pin down and prove. The experience, however, of having everything lag when you try to watch online shows, that's clear and real! Yeah, so knit and watch our home library of movies and videos. Hey, I should park it on the couch with my knitting, my dog, and middle earth. II'm not sure I've got all the hobbit videos though. Sounds like work, frankly. Going through the dikss to find them all hwhen the organization has been broken down and some of the movies are on digital storage only!
See, I should turn my brain to reading the service manual for the aprillia but the pain meds, thc, and now whiskey won't allow that today!
I'm tough, alright. if you think crying is weak, you don't know from tough.
Too much time on my hands. Can't go shopping or anything because we're out of cash till next week.
Can't paint my one box because the action is hard on my sore shoulders. It just hurts too much to dip the brush in the bottle and move back to the model. Anything that requires me to lift my hands to my shoulders or higher, which dipping the brush does, hurts too much to do over and over. I can make myself do it to get up a fence or grab some laundry off the line, but not recreationally!
So even if I could paint, still can't get the printer software working on my laptop. I redownloaded it and reinstalled it but it still isn't working.
Last attempt to print resulted in the printer losing the filament. It was in there, but not getting advanced anymore, so printing only air. I did fiddle about with the filament this morning so perhaps I can get it to print, but the damn red is so expensive I'm reluctant to waste it, and the problem is in that filament specfically.
I may try and send a set of shoes up from the ipad app and see if it works. However, till the printer's ticking again I won't have any more boxes to paint.
So I can knit and watch videos. Well, sort of. I can't watch online videos till the bank sends our payment off to the cable company because they're surreptitiously strangling our streaming from the net. They're not allowed to, but that doesn't mean there isn't any, just that they're doing it in a ore tricky way that is harder to pin down and prove. The experience, however, of having everything lag when you try to watch online shows, that's clear and real! Yeah, so knit and watch our home library of movies and videos. Hey, I should park it on the couch with my knitting, my dog, and middle earth. II'm not sure I've got all the hobbit videos though. Sounds like work, frankly. Going through the dikss to find them all hwhen the organization has been broken down and some of the movies are on digital storage only!
See, I should turn my brain to reading the service manual for the aprillia but the pain meds, thc, and now whiskey won't allow that today!