isolation
This pandemic isolation thing hasn't really done that much to my life. More media and interaction online, less complaining that I write too much. All good for me. It's easier to get stuff too with less human interaction, and that's lovely. I always feel so stressed after dealing with people. I sit and agonize over what I said and how I said it and how weird I was the whole time. It ain't fun. So having things put on the sidewalk at the curb, they back away and I'm free to go? Yes please. Everyone's eager to find ways to serve poeple without face to face. Which was always something that felt forced on me. I go to the store and i know the clerk needs me to be nice. I've read about it. They need it. So I'm forced to look in their faces and smile and say something pleasant. Which all too often turns into a run on conversation and I just can't stop or monitor what I'm saying. Just trying so hard to make them laugh and feel happy so they'll n...