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Divorce can be a joyful thing.

I finished filing the divorce papers.  It's all done and they'll mail the certificates back to us. I clicked my heels with joy when I left the court clerk.  I'm really focusing on the good things about being single again.  It's not that there's nothing that worries me, but that I want to be joyful so I'm making an effort.  And it's not hard when I have been so very miserable for far too long. I honestly don't think I've been miserable because of bad mental habits.  Rather, being sick of cancer, and being subtly emotionally abused is to blame.  I'm sure I can find quiet joy and I know I have before.  It's always been outside pressures that made me miserable. One improvement is feeling like I can defend my use of social income much better now than I could as a youth.  I also recognize for myself that I was always disabled.  I'm just more so now, enough not to get arguments back. Dan seems to actually have something lined up, but as he hasn...