The next 50 years

I have thought long and hard on the roommate idea and I think not.  I am not adamant in that but I don't think it's wise. In the past, I've had trouble with boundaries with people.  In both directions.  I've often lost my housing because I depended on a relationship that then disintegrated.  I've sat and thought about how this happened in a couple or few cases, using my current wisdom and past memory, and can say I can't be sure this won't happen again.  Sure, I understand more and better, but do I understand well enough?  And then there's the whole notion of projection.  Me, projecting on them, my needs, expectations, ideas or structure. Whether as daydreaming in advance or as behaviour during the tenure.  It's just too precarious. I'm thinking, maybe renting a room as an airbnb, however, means spare money for hiring people for those occasions I think I would need someone around.  Pet sitter or house sitter or kennel for the pets, for instan...

They did it, notices on the RVs with tape, six weeks till the parking is removed.  4 hours everywhere.  There are a scant few contested spots here and there, but none that would let me sit.  My brakes are now depending on someone in saskatchewan finding a working part in a field somewhere.  It's dire.  I'm feeling so desperate. The hate from citizens is getting vicious too. The dance school lady is trying to get me in trouble for dog poop, even taking her dog to the park to leave some so she can complain.  I keep it cleaned. Drivers burn rubber at 5am outside my window. honk the row every day to and from work, rev and speed by, shout out their windows at us if they see us out.  One guy resorted to spray painting "move this" on people's rvs. When he got caught he tried to clean it but the stuff damaged the paint. Dan got tagged.  I had a blood pressure crisis one night, and then got it under control, then it spiked again when the missive arrived. S...