blocked up and frustrated
Once again, when I really want to complain, I come here. Nobody care to hear me complain so if I feel I have to, here's the place to go. I haven't been able to poop right for awhile now. July or august, I'm not sure. I don't keep track. I've been irrigating and failing and failing. I tried taking laxatives. I had a whole week to stay home and deal with diarrhea. Nothing nothing then, on the day when I had an early appointment I couldn't cancel, it breaks. Fills my damn bag three times including while in the car. You know, wearing the tight pants that being fat in winter necessitates. I mean, how do you do layers for cold and keep the belly area loose enough? you can't. So it did that, but did not clear up the blockage. I could tell I was still bloated and blocked and I still had hard painful areas when I massaged my colon. So i went back to irrigating. Tried doing it daily. Nope. I get some out, but not all. Still got that block. Irrigating now fails...