title? what title?

Dear Earthlings.  I have spent some time scanning your Google database.  I have read the histories, accessed the memories and videos, images and dreams stored by the humans.  The humans are by far the most dangerous species on the planet.  First they conquer, then they master, and finally, if the victim survives, they caretake.  For the conquered it is then a chance to be protected from further abuse.
Got my LED cherry tree in from the gazebo.  I love how the lights cycle through the rainbow individually. It's got slender silver branches and cherry blossom shaped diffusers on the lights.  I took the stand off it and put it instead upside down from the ceiling.  I hung all my lovely boxes on it and I'm tickled with the look.  I think if I wind up putting a display together to sell them at a market of some kind, I should display them like that, off the led tree.  The downside is I probably can't get power on a busker license, but maybe Debra would help me out there and let me plug in at her store and set up just outside of it.  An umbrella and bistro table with the tree and boxes would be all I'd need to set up.  Actually I really need a patio umbrella weight already.
Well it looks fabulous anyway.  I took some video and shared it around.  
Quiet day at home. I salted the walks against the wicked frozen rain and they're all wet instead now.  I may need to do it again as it cools.  I know I got work done but I can't remember what.  Yesterday was more productive anyway.  All the same, it's a good day because I took a bath and also banished a huge amount of back pain with massages, the hot bath, and moving around doing things, like hanging the tree.  I also don't need to crawl into the attic for christmas stuff this year, hee hee

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