typing with a phone screen is irritating

Nevertheless, I can't keep going without complaining and I can't complain to humans. Lemme see. Solar system broken, no power. I need a $700 charge controller which is on sale for 400 but I dare not buy it because my brakes need major money. And I need campround fees because I don't have power and need to stop driving lest my brakes fail without warning. And superstore gave us a free turkey that is going to spoil because I can't process it. Maybe. I am likely to slice it up into jars and pressure can it, actually. If it doesn't spoil first. I need power to run the fridge for that. And the campground isn't answering the phone.
And my bike beautiful bike got stolen last night while I slept. They cut the lock!
Dan is being typically frustrating. Every time I am on the phone he turns up wanting attention. Ok, well, this was unsatisfying. Dan interrupted me again.

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