it's not bragging if it's self encouragement.

 I got to what the LSAT is and laughed at how simple it looks. I know the questions will require thinking. In fact I realize they'll require that I quit smoking weed on the regular. Perhaps I'm ready, perhaps I should take a break and see. It will help with dealing with people too I don't doubt. It may be legal but it still gets judged.

I want to sit the LSAT. 

I want to start by doing all the free stuff I can and training. I'm smart, remember?  I love learning. I do fabulous on the following types of questions: 


The LSAT consists of six 35-minute sections.
  • One scored Analytical Reasoning section | 4 scenarios with 5-7 questions each
  • One scored Reading Comprehension section | 26-28 questions
  • Two scored Logical Reasoning sections | 24-26 questions each
  • One unscored section that could be Analytical Reasoning, Reading Comprehension, or Logical Reasoning
  • One unscored writing sample
I need to do this. Just for fun! But I need to do it so damn well I feel proud of myself, so I'm going to chew on the study for the next year before I even approach the LSAC about sitting it.
But I think i figured out what i"m doing with my life. Not one person I meet is going to hear me so no point in saying anything except "this is my score on the LSAT" when I have one worth showing off.
See, in my daydream world, I do so well I'm offered a full scholarship with disability accomodations because I do so well on it. That I discover a world where people can appreciate me.  (yeah right, but it's a daydream) Then in the real world I think, hey, there's one course that can get me earning income in one year of online classes. Right up my alley. I'm alumni, so that gives me a point. My general scores were in the range they demand and at times remarkably high.  I've got first year latin too. 
But I need to get control of my brain, and prioritize this, and don't tell anyone. Just do it. It's free, it's in front of me, and it's exciting. 
I will tell tom. Because he doesn't express judgement.
Yes. 
It's not a question if I am capable of it. Only whether they will allow me to prove it.