drunk blog
Would you believe I can type better than I can talk, even when drunk? Yes!
I put the rum in the coconut but I can't quite drink it all up. I'm putting off bedtime. Not for any damn reason at all except it's so damn boring and routine. I hate going to bed. Could be that I don't sleep well. Probably, in fact. It can go anywhere from waking just a bit before upgetting time and tossing for a couple hours, or being uncomfortable for the whole last 4 hours of the night, if I got to sleep in the first 2. I've got a few tactics, including playing train videos on youtube. You search "cab ride" and pick the really long ones. there's one with a super-annoying bell chiming on the towns and mountain tunnels. That'll wake you up. The rest are pretty groovy but they don't all run for at least 8 hours.
I have a sleep cd from way way way back. It doesn't work anymore. It almost sets up a sense of resentment, as does my bed in general. Like I'm being forced to this confined space for 8 hours of discomfort.
I really do hate this house. There is no true bedroom and the closest it's ever come was a dank and musty pair of tiny bedrooms. One would be filled with a dresser and twin bed, and I do mean filled. It had no closet. The other had a small closet, and would have fitted a queen bed and a small dresser at the end, wall to wall mattress. Seriously, the windows were high and grey and looked out on nothing but sad views. They felt vulnerable to strangers peering too.
In the tiny house the bedroom will have a view you can easily enjoy, unless we have to park it somewhere awful, like a trailer park. but the windows will still give us good sky and it'll be high enough in the ceiling to let me sit upright. A luxury compared to the current arrangement.
I really hope that house design facilitates spousal intimacy. This house destroys it utterly. We're all segmented with nowhere to hide! No connection, but no privacy or disconnect either. It's quite awkward.
Ok, running out of crap to not say. Getting actually tired. Bedtime beckons and there's dental care and rabbit freshie feeding yet to be done!
I put the rum in the coconut but I can't quite drink it all up. I'm putting off bedtime. Not for any damn reason at all except it's so damn boring and routine. I hate going to bed. Could be that I don't sleep well. Probably, in fact. It can go anywhere from waking just a bit before upgetting time and tossing for a couple hours, or being uncomfortable for the whole last 4 hours of the night, if I got to sleep in the first 2. I've got a few tactics, including playing train videos on youtube. You search "cab ride" and pick the really long ones. there's one with a super-annoying bell chiming on the towns and mountain tunnels. That'll wake you up. The rest are pretty groovy but they don't all run for at least 8 hours.
I have a sleep cd from way way way back. It doesn't work anymore. It almost sets up a sense of resentment, as does my bed in general. Like I'm being forced to this confined space for 8 hours of discomfort.
I really do hate this house. There is no true bedroom and the closest it's ever come was a dank and musty pair of tiny bedrooms. One would be filled with a dresser and twin bed, and I do mean filled. It had no closet. The other had a small closet, and would have fitted a queen bed and a small dresser at the end, wall to wall mattress. Seriously, the windows were high and grey and looked out on nothing but sad views. They felt vulnerable to strangers peering too.
In the tiny house the bedroom will have a view you can easily enjoy, unless we have to park it somewhere awful, like a trailer park. but the windows will still give us good sky and it'll be high enough in the ceiling to let me sit upright. A luxury compared to the current arrangement.
I really hope that house design facilitates spousal intimacy. This house destroys it utterly. We're all segmented with nowhere to hide! No connection, but no privacy or disconnect either. It's quite awkward.
Ok, running out of crap to not say. Getting actually tired. Bedtime beckons and there's dental care and rabbit freshie feeding yet to be done!