VR on the toilet?
I am not in crisis, LOL, but I should catch up here. Health wise, still not healed, but not as ill as I was. I'm still in a state I would consider serious, and still unable to exercise or exert myself. That has me worrying, despite the marvelous weight loss, because muscles can atrophy pretty bad over the course of a year! I suppose I could try setting up the treadmill and seeing how that goes for me. Gentle walking might not cause me too much grief and I've got to get moving again.
I still worry about colon cancer. I wonder if I'll be here to follow through on my plans for a future or will just drop dead in the near future. Do I have count of years or months here? If dying, then what use is the plan? Does it offer Dan an alternative way to survive in Canada? Well, that'd be worth continuing for I suppose. I hate the idea I might die and leave the dog and parrot without my care. That sucks the worst. I don't know if Dan is capable of doing it well enough. He's been learning more about it, so maybe he can take over, but he's so easily overwhelmed and there's just so many animals here still! when will the old finches finally die?
Well I know cancer can also be healed so if I continue to feed myself superfoods and immune boosting foods, perhaps that's enough for me. I wonder now and then where the blood is being leaked and in how many locations, how bad is it?
Well, nothing much to do about it. I wondered if I could get an Xray and see anything till I saw someone doing just that on a video I was watching. I forget why but I could see the thing clear enough to know I'd get no useful information that way.
So the Gear VR we picked up has been very useful. I spend an inordinate amount of time in the bathroom. I've exhausted both Break and Wimp on the ipad and gotten tired of my various games. The headset has new stuff! I have to do the headset more or less exclusively so it always feels like I am not doing enough with my time. I feel like if I"m only entertaining myself, not doing something else at the same time, then I'm not using my time well. In my head I seem to think I only deserve 2 hours of ill-used time, whether that's a nap or not knitting, weaving, or being sick, or designing in sketchup or paying bills or washing dishes, and so on, while watching video.
So I'm rarely idle and the headset doesn't allow me to do much else, but I CAN sit and suffer on the porcelain. The distraction provided by the video also works well to help with the discomforts thereon.
No I do not handle it with dirty hands.
I'm continuing to push hard at Dan for more courtesy and kindness. I'm scolding him over little rages and generally damned determined to knock those rough edges off if it has to kill the marriage trying. I just can't see spending my life the way it's been! He's neglectful if not downright abusive! But he's a hard headed egomaniac and may be thick headed as well. We'll see. He makes the right noises periodically and things have certainly improved over the early years. Ok, enough typing for today.
I still worry about colon cancer. I wonder if I'll be here to follow through on my plans for a future or will just drop dead in the near future. Do I have count of years or months here? If dying, then what use is the plan? Does it offer Dan an alternative way to survive in Canada? Well, that'd be worth continuing for I suppose. I hate the idea I might die and leave the dog and parrot without my care. That sucks the worst. I don't know if Dan is capable of doing it well enough. He's been learning more about it, so maybe he can take over, but he's so easily overwhelmed and there's just so many animals here still! when will the old finches finally die?
Well I know cancer can also be healed so if I continue to feed myself superfoods and immune boosting foods, perhaps that's enough for me. I wonder now and then where the blood is being leaked and in how many locations, how bad is it?
Well, nothing much to do about it. I wondered if I could get an Xray and see anything till I saw someone doing just that on a video I was watching. I forget why but I could see the thing clear enough to know I'd get no useful information that way.
So the Gear VR we picked up has been very useful. I spend an inordinate amount of time in the bathroom. I've exhausted both Break and Wimp on the ipad and gotten tired of my various games. The headset has new stuff! I have to do the headset more or less exclusively so it always feels like I am not doing enough with my time. I feel like if I"m only entertaining myself, not doing something else at the same time, then I'm not using my time well. In my head I seem to think I only deserve 2 hours of ill-used time, whether that's a nap or not knitting, weaving, or being sick, or designing in sketchup or paying bills or washing dishes, and so on, while watching video.
So I'm rarely idle and the headset doesn't allow me to do much else, but I CAN sit and suffer on the porcelain. The distraction provided by the video also works well to help with the discomforts thereon.
No I do not handle it with dirty hands.
I'm continuing to push hard at Dan for more courtesy and kindness. I'm scolding him over little rages and generally damned determined to knock those rough edges off if it has to kill the marriage trying. I just can't see spending my life the way it's been! He's neglectful if not downright abusive! But he's a hard headed egomaniac and may be thick headed as well. We'll see. He makes the right noises periodically and things have certainly improved over the early years. Ok, enough typing for today.