Debt just doubled

Our debt just doubled.  Overnight, yep. We'd not filed for taxes for 3 years because I got too sick to nag Dan and he just didn't pay attention to it.  We got our returns and we owe more than the value of our house to the government while the house itself is mortgaged to the hilt already. So we owe money we can't and will never be able to pay even if we sell everything and move on to the sidewalk to live.  Far as I can tell.
I've been emotional about it.  Didn't get much sleep, not in much shape today. I have applied for jobs at the pet stores and booked to see a credit counsellor. More than that I don't know what to do. The job thing is a fool's errand. I don't think I'm employable.  I will try if they hire me but I'm still pretty sick so it's not too promising.  Our utilities just doubled this winter too.   Dan just keeps working and the money just keeps evaporating and I have no idea which way is up or down or what to do about it.  I can't budget without a target amount to divvy up in the first place either.  If I could, I'd move our furniture into the bus right now and drive off into the sunset and let the bank foreclose on the house and let them all fight over the scraps.  But nothing can be made to happen overnight. I'm feeling so stressed today.

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